Closet Homosexuality

Believe it or not, if you were to search every skeletons in someone's cupboard, you can find a lot of individual harboring a deep desire to indulge in the twisted reality of same gender interest. Though it may seem to be a plausible deniability, can you really defy the hormonal balance that shifts on your testosterone/estrogen level?

Here's a thought. If you think that it isn't possible that a normal heterosexual male/female could ever feel some kind of attraction to their own sexes, then you sure haven't been reading a lot. It is discussed in a lot of neurological studies and human behavioral bodily functions that when a beautiful object is present to a person's line of sight, they would be captivated by its charms. This beautiful object isn't a concrete solidified matter as it can be defined by a subjective matter or something more unexplainable vivid such as an abstract. If it is so, what would be the explanation of a guy suddenly saw a another man with inexplicably beautiful features (face, eyes, body,  etc.) or a girl instantaneously averting her gaze twice to another woman with such beautiful features (flips, hair, eyes, boobs, ass, etc.)?

Can you explain this cause? Maybe you can, or maybe not. But my question here is that that innate desire of beautiful matter doesn't discriminate between gender or sexual drive. A man or a woman can still be aroused by the same sex attraction. I need not mention or name the example to prove my points because if you have the time, just walk outside in a public spaces, and count how many times do you look between someone of your own sexes or the opposite.

And then there's the questions of those extremist which identifies themselves as a homophobic. Normally, a person won't identify him/herself with a phobic unless they have an issue of it, or acknowledge the fear itself. But what really drove a person to become a homophobic, when in actuality, homosexuality can never be that terrifying. But I guess it can come from different aspects. I believe that it can be either one of these three reasons;

a) They actually have that homosexuality desires in them, but managed to suppress it inside and tend to deny themselves of it.

b) They are afraid of that same-gender attraction, thus disallowing themselves to be near the homo type people so that it won't influence them.

c) Or, they really had terrible experience with a homosexual, and became afraid of it. For example, being molested, was forced to indulge in same-gender sexual activity, or raped.

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But bringing back the issue of everyone being a closet homo, can you really deny that everyone have that need to be acknowledged by the same gender? It is also because of the tiny little aspects of being a homo. Seeking attention from the same gender can be related as a homosexuality syndrome where one needs to be appreciated by their own sexes, be it if the target is or isn't their friend. A guy needs to show off to their friends so that they will think highly of them (attention, check!), and a girl looking all glam and pretty to spark jealousy to others so that they might think of approaching her and asks stuff (attention, check!). 

If you say that these factors doesn't contribute to the homosexuality department because the attention-whoring can go both ways, I have nothing else to back me up. However, that leads to bisexuality on another plane of understanding. See, no matter how you look at it, everyone is just as twisted. Hahahaha.

So, for those closet homo out there, don't be afraid, there are tons more people like you out there, just waiting for the right time and right person to open up too.

And just some foods for thought, not all of the homos out there a total losers. And some of them are closet homo in the beginning. I guess I have no need to tell you guys who these people are, right?